I am sure you have all been aware of the truth that we co-create our life with the Universe but how many of you have been like me creating some amazing things and also some unwanted things. The deep subconscious and cellular memories working away to take the hand of the ego in partnership on our ‘self-sabotage’ team. The energies that stir up to convince us that we are not pretty enough, good enough, talented enough, perfect enough… whatever ‘enoughs’ you have created then it is time to say ENOUGH to all of that. I have. It has taken me nearly 48 years to work though this and believe me when I say it has felt like HARD work at times. There have been miraculous moments where my Spirit spoke to me clearly and assured me “you’ve got this, everything is going to be ok” and there have been moments where plodding through life ‘half awake’ I knew there was so much more for me out there and inside of me. I recognised where I was keeping myself small and hey I am pretty small physically but massive energetically! I felt stifled and I began to recognise who I was around when I allowed myself to shrink and what it feels like when I am with those that I am truly connected and comfortable with.
I meditated, I walked in nature, I prayed for guidance and I heard…”JUST BE YOU”
This was not rocket science, nor a nobel prize winning novel of an answer yet it was this simple thing that I had not been doing. I am a writer, I am creative, I have a sense of humour, I am spiritual, I am expressive, I am quirky, I am many things yet I hid some of who I was. There were many reasons for this yet these last few months when I opened up fully to the love and potential not only of myself but of this amazing Universe we inhabit life has changed so beautifully. There are moments as if I am seeing everything for the first time. I have always been intuitive and would meet people and sense what they were thinking and feeling yet was not ready to ‘see through’ people even more. The awakening that has been going on within me and the visions, messages and more that I am receiving from my higher self and powerful loving Light beings fill my heart with so much love. I can more than ever feel, sense and know what is going on with others. I can read through messages and projections they are placing out in the world. Wow have I been guilty of projecting some stuff out there in the past! Often we have to have gone through something to have a better awareness of what lies deeper within that.
I am exploring and playing and having fun with all the parts of me. My inner child feels like she has been given a chance to get some of the good stuff now. I had chosen a journey with many darker moments that haunted my Soul for years. I now feel lighter, freer, happier, more open, loving, laughing. No matter what we chose this time around on this magical merry-go-round of life it’s time to enjoy the carnival ride of your life!