I have sat opposite someone passing on loving messages of validation, healing and comfort following a loved ones transition home to the Spirit world; a return to where the Soul is held in the love of the infinite Universe. Several times I have been shown an angel rubbing a soothing cream onto the person’s heart area and I have been told that they are healing the ‘sore bits’. Our pain is being alleviated and we are being reminded that we are always loved and that even though the physical presence is no longer with us they love we shared is never lost. This earth incarnation and life can come with such a myriad of emotions that we can go from feeling somewhat battered and bruised to feelings of intense and immense love. Every experience is there to help us grow into Love.
Throughout my life I too have experienced times where I have felt knocked and have let myself get caught up in the drama, the anger, the frustration and the questioning of it all. Every time I felt I was bruised there was a Light within that grew brighter. An inner voice reminding me that I was worthy and that I had chosen this path. I have made ‘mistakes’ as I learnt and evolved. When the Light was dim I learnt to look within.
‘The Fear’ can creep in and consume us and the separation from our true, infinite loving self can feel as if we are alone; we reach out looking for the love and validation from others. Our Soul knows our truth and when we take the time to connect with the loving wise parts of ourselves we can honour and comfort those parts of us that are crying with pain.
I do know our thoughts, words and beliefs shape our reality but this river of life can take us down the rapids of resistance. We forget we know this and we let it slide. Our angels and guides are there to nudge us, to remind us and to awaken us. When we lavish in Love and focus on the beauty of this world our energy lifts, our moods brighten and we can once more function from a place of knowing and trust.
We are all doing out best at every moment and yes hindsight can make us stop and reflect on our past choices which brought us to where we are now but we can stop now and envision the future we desire and change this pattern.
Every person we come into contact with is there to help us; they can show us where we need to love more, where we need to trust more, where we need to hold onto that beautiful Light that resides within us.
I often sit and reflect on my life and recognise that without my ‘bad experiences’ I would not be the person I am today. To be a conduit of loving messages from Spirit, a channel for healing energy and to be blessed in all the ways I am I had to go through my ‘training’ on some level to take me to this place within my mind and my heart.
I spent years feeling ‘not good enough’ even while doing this work in Service to Spirit. I had to learn to open my heart up even more to receiving Love on a deep level. I have been feeling more shifts and opening and as I let more in the more flows out.
I was not brought up with any belief in angels nor anything else in fact but these last 20 years have opened me up to magic, miracles, love, faith, trust and so much more.
When life feels like it is hard and things are tough, it can get better, it will get better. We all have a guardian angel and access to many Beings of Light who are there to guide us but we have to give them ‘permission’ to help us. When I first heard about angels years ago I was unsure but my questioning mind simply asked “if you are there then please show me” and my life changed from there.
I had already attended spiritualist churches, read books, asked questions and looked into my own Soul but it was attending Doreen Virtue’s Angel Therapy Practitioner course in 2003 that really changed my life. The year after that I took the leap of faith to leave the corporate world, believe in myself and become self-employed.
Synchronicity, signs and soul-awakening… a nervous break-through at times… I am still opening up my heart, bathing in the bliss of it all and excited at what life is bringing.