Breathe the Experience

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Feel God’s holy breath within

Feel the Love vibrate throughout your Being

Shine precious one you are it all

The experience is yours to create

 

Prana, chi, kundalini… your life force

Explodes, awakens, activates

Your heart opens to all that is

Breathe divine love breathe

 

You are consciousness in form

You create and shape in every breath

Fluidity and energy; geometry and Light

The wonder of you Creator child

 

I AM with you, I AM

You are with you, you are

WE ARE ONE

 

 

words by Dawn Alexander

Passion and Perspective

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“Tantra is the natural way to God, the normal way to God. The object is to become so completely instinctual, so mindless, that we merge with ultimate nature – that the woman disappears and becomes a door for the ultimate, the man disappears and becomes a door for the ultimate.
“This is the tantric definition of our sexuality: the return to absolute innocence, absolute oneness. The greatest sexual thrill of all is not a search for thrills, but a silent waiting – utterly relaxed, utterly mindless. One is conscious, conscious only of being conscious. One is consciousness. One is contented but there is no content to it.”
OSHO

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We are all sexual energy, we are all powerful life force embodied to play and create in this Earthly existence. What we choose to do with what we are given is up to us.

For years I was immersed in my ‘spiritual practices’ helping others find their way in life, reminding them of the infinite nature of life and putting others before myself a lot of the time. I was ‘successful’ and good at what I did but inside I still felt a little lost and hurt.

I attended workshops, I read books, I listened to numerous YouTube videos; no-one said you had to be perfect to do what I do; many ‘healers’ are healing their own shit at the same time. It is only now looking back that I can see it with a new fresh perspective. I am perfect just as I am.

I look as the ‘woman’ onto the ‘child’ that was; the abused sad child who was frightened of being rejected and hurt once more so stepped into full-on ‘people-pleasing’ mode. What she didn’t recognise at the time was that she was continuing to abuse herself in many ways.

Having gone into survival mode at an early stage in life I had taken on ‘masculine’ fighting traits…the world was out to get me so I was gonna get those fuckers first! It did not feel safe to be soft, vulnerable, open or to let myself fully receive.

I went on a deep inner exploration of every part of my being (yes the intimate details will stay with me for just now!) and I learnt to love my body and my whole being. I allowed the inner child in me to grow up and feel just a bit sexy and sensual. I guess it felt kinda strange to start with as I had so many underlying self-worth and self-love issues.

This is not about ‘sex’ as we often think; pumping and grinding with A.N.OTHER.

I have never been that kinda gal… it takes a lot for this goddess to allow a man into her sacred temple.

I attended a workshop around 3/4 years ago (I forget exactly) on The Art of the Divine Feminine and even attempting to ‘get my sexy on’ during that felt a little awkward in parts (and not my lady parts lol)

I began going to Jazzercise classes where we have to learn ‘dance routines’ and it took some love and nurturing of me to me to allow my body to move in the way it longed to. My inner booty-shaking Beyonce and ass-kicking Pink were coming out. My inner critic often piped up with her comments to throw me off track but this time I did listen but I ain’t bowing down to that part of me that would talk me out of everything given half the chance.

I looked at my sex life and intimacy in my personal relationships; that’s kinda private too but I can say there wasn’t much of that happening for a long time. Many reasons; no judgement but it is a time where I am enjoying me, my body, my life, my energy… exploration, creativity, play, adventure and so much more.

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I did find myself googling ‘twin flames’ as I awakened further myself I longed for someone who totally gets me! Yet again, I was given a spiritual ass-kicking of the most loving kind and reminded that when I love me and I focus on what I am here on Earth to contribute it will all unfold perfectly.

No control, no searching, no agendas…no mind fucks!

One thing I won’t be doing any more is hiding who I am.

I am here to shine my Light and I am here to Love.

It took me years to love myself so if I can inspire anyone else to put their hand on their heart right now and really feel your own love then job done… it’s not rocket science, I am not a guru, I don’t know the answers but what I do know is my experiences and my journey.

The journey from ANGER to ANGEL  and from GADS to GODDESS

(for any non-Scottish readers ‘gads’ is a Scottish term for a reaction of disgust)

Sometime when we fully step into our Light and our power it can makes others uncomfortable yet I write this with love in my heart for every single experience that helped shape who I am. Of course I gotta give a big shout out to….MY HIGHER SELF or if you’ve seen my Facebook page… my higher selfie lol.

I started reading up on the likes of Tantra years ago yet as I was still working through patterns of shame related to sex and intimacy I kept a lot ‘hidden’. My goddess can now see the patterns of being told to keep things hidden. That relates too to why I feel so passionate about speaking up and speaking out! I see injustice, lies, control and manipulation in the world and I want to scream loud about it. Listen to me cries my inner child… hear me!! My goddess sits patiently with love in her heart and knows that her love ripples out into the Universe beautifully adding to the cosmic fabric of love weaving it’s way into the hearts of all.

I also had patterns of not teaching or sharing on a particular subject as my friend/s or someone I know was teaching/working in that field. I recognise now that we all have unique perspectives to bring to the table in all areas and I will not stop myself from sharing that which I love or find enlightening for ‘fear’ of stepping into another’s spotlight.

We are all being placed exactly as we are needed at this time. This awesome time of transformation. A space to be filled with love.

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The Death of Angeldawn

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“As you comprehend this profound loss, let yourself cry knowing each tear is a note of love rising to the heavens” Author Unknown

 

Today we say goodbye to a dear friend to many, the ‘entity’ that was known as Angeldawn.  An energetic manifestation into physical form to experience life in duality.

This fractal of Dawn’s personality has now served it’s most beautiful purpose in showing us the density and the lightness. The experience of connecting to those that others had perceived as ‘lost’ was heart-healing for thousands of Souls.

This heart-healing went on to impact others.

‘Angeldawn’ became synonomous with primarily ‘mediumship readings’ and psychic work.

As Dawn’s multi-dimensional existence opened up to her she knew that it was time to honour the life that ‘Angeldawn’ had, to celebrate all that she was, to give gratitude for each and every Soul that graced her path.

In the ‘all that is’ we all still grace each others path in Unity Consciousness.

As we lay ‘Angeldawn’ to rest we open our hearts to a new way of Being; the galactic heart has opened and the Gateway of Love is NOW

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I AM that (changing, evolving) I AM

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Thanks for dropping in by and checking out my blog again!

 

I have also started another blog as I felt my own energy, life purpose and passion shift somewhat. It is an exciting amazing transformative time and there is so much I could share. As I have probably mentioned before I do not see myself as a ‘teacher’ in one sense as in I am not special, gifted or different to you yet we each have a divine blueprint and like a snowflake are all different. We are all gifted and magical and powerful; I simply detest labels, class divides, teacher/student mentality and the likes. We can therefore all share our experiences, perspectives and what we feel others may benefit from.

My blog is also a place for me to process through my writing and channelling; as I open the laptop and feel the urge to type I do not have any idea what I am about to type and as per all previous blog posts it just flows out the way it is meant to at that time.

 

My other blog with the fresh new energy is dawnsdiaryblog.wordpress.com

My ‘creationangel’ blog (this one) will still be updated when it feels right but this new space will hold an even higher authentic Soul-led heart-centred vibe for those who wish to get a cosmic love blast of this loving energy you can find me on either blog, on Facebook  – Angeldawn – Spirit and Energy channel/holistic therapist

Instagram – angeldlight

YouTube and Twitter my username/channel is creationangel

 

I couldn’t get the same username on them all but trust that those who resonate with me will find me!

 

Meantime sending so much love to you all and I will be back on the blog writing mission very soon!!

 

Namaste

 

Dawn x

Mirror

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My journey into myself helped me find you.

My opening of my heart helped me feel you.

My delving into the pain helped you see your pain.

My screams and my frustration helped you feel yours.

 

My journey of exploration made you question your life.

My laughter made you feel for the joy.

My honesty made you think twice.

My sadness made you weep into your Soul.

 

My adventure fuelled your quest to venture further

My solitude showed you the path of quiet

My anger reflected the fire that burned within you

My passion fanned the flames of desire

 

My longing mirrored the need within you

My detachment showed you freedom

My playfulness reminded you to have fun

My seriousness reminded you to have even more fun!

 

I came in as all parts of you and you came in as me.

Mirrors.

I now see myself fully in it all and I see you in it all.

Mirrors.

Perfection in simplicity.

We are all one

 

 

 

words by Dawn Alexander

Silence

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Sit in the silence of your Soul

Connect to the wisdom within

Listen to the love that you hold

Breathe in the beauty that you are

 

Sit in the silence of your Soul

You are it all and it is you

The Universe is what you are made of

Energy and love made alive

 

Sit in the silence of your soul

Feel the movement in the stillness

Recognise all that lies deep within

The flow and the fabric of life

 

Sit in the silence of your soul

You are more than you can know

Sit in the silence of your soul

You are there

 

Sit in the silence of your soul

The cells smile and you vibrate

Pulsating Light and Love

You are a creation of it all

 

Sit in the silence of your Soul….

words by Dawn 6-2-17

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Gratitude for every day

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We are approaching Christmas Day which has been adopted by many as a day of celebration and connection regardless of any religious beliefs. We will all have our own moments of connection and gratitude in our heart. Thanks for our ancestors who have walked before us, thanks for all the beautiful Souls who walk alongside us and thanks for those who ‘hurt’ us as they too fulfilled their Soul’s contract to awaken us to the truth of who we truly are.

We will spend time reflecting on life itself. We will sit in the silence of our heart and feel into the beauty of it all. We allow the emotions to rise and be acknowledged. We will have those blissful moments when time stops still and we feel heaven in our heart. The love that is abundant in the Universe flows through and around us. No words are needed in the language of Love. We remember the infinite energetic Being that is us. There is no me only we.

It has been a year of such growth and learning and I for one have felt these changes at a deep Soul level. I have been so blessed to connect with so many wonder-full magical Souls both on this side of the veil and those who are no longer in the physical body. The messages that are passed on to loved ones are so heart-felt and validating that this journey in our current physical body is one of many and we are so much more than we can often comprehend. For years I ‘worked in service to Spirit’ yet this year I really began to see and feel with all of my heart the bigger picture and my place in it all. We are all magnificent expressions of Source; we are made of Love and are here to remember that Love.  I have felt that Love within myself grow with a humble maturity and I step up and step forward in the name of that Love to serve humanity.

2016 has been a year of completion and I know that 2017 (the energy of which is beaming in now) is going to be a year where we honour our path, open our hearts and heal ourselves, each other and Gaia. The Earth awaits the next outpouring of Love from our hearts.

 

I wish you all a peaceful blessed festive time no matter what you are called to do.

With much love and angelic light,

 

Dawn xx